If Its Not One Thing... Its Another...

Chad's kitty Alice is also glad he is home :)

MY TICKET COSTS $121 DAMN DOLLARS!! I AM NOT HAPPY!! It looks like I will barely survive this month! And my medical bill is $1,151.00!!! If I don't go to DC, my parents might be able to try to help pay it for my Christmas gift! If I can find a way to get that paid off and my whole credit card, I don't need another Christmas or Birthday gift for like... FOREVER! I am getting my new computer tho in October (on a loan payment plan) and will be able to use it to run a business! I need this computer to both help me publish my writing and to record my music and run a recording label. I am pretty sure I can make that work! More Tacos and frozen dinners for a while though... :( I am DETERMINED to fix this somehow!
Chad got home just after midnight Sunday! Sunday was amazing! It was great seeing and talking to him and being with him. I think the time apart did us good. There was a great level of communication I felt so close to him. I'm constantly reminded of how much I love him. It was probably my favourite memory of the two of us to date. If it was always like that I would want to be married now, alas it is not... It was still a great way to end the weekend before the chaos began again of course...

RAYE

Chaos

Lovely... Why does everything alays have to be a billion times more difficult than they should be?!? I must be "lucky" or something ehh? I am totally being sarcastic as hell because I am about sick of it!! I was supposed to have my government money a while ago but the paperwork my old school was supposed to fill out did not get filed until today!! (And when I ask them why it feels like I get a list of excuses... don't you ever hate grown adults acting like children?!?) Just whatever... I don't even ant to think of it.

ALSO I am trying to get a post office box that my parents would pay for so I can actually have an address (and maybe send out my Christmas cards!!) But the post office is going to take like twice as much effort to get it from because I dont have a documented address I currently live at either... BAHHHH!!! My life alays has to be way difficult...

Another dumb thing was at the grocers today and I as gonna buy a drink & get cash for laundry when I realised I didnt have my wallet so I had to walk all the way back to Chad's, get it & walk back... Lovely...

My father has been hooking me up with good places to send in my resume though so hopefully I will have a real good job soon!! I guess thats the good news right now... Just aiting still and trusting it will all be okay...

If good things really do come to those who wait, I should be expecting somethings that are extra fantastic to come... Let's hope :)

And I'm SERIOUSLY about to post my blog on Velvet Elvis I SWEARRRR I had to work to outline it first etc... So yeah... :)

--RAYE